Memasuki masa transisi dari kerja ke kuliah ternyata tidak semudah yang aku
bayangkan. I know, and I do realize that everything needs time, but it is hard
to change my own daily activities. When I was a teacher or working, I started my
day with telling my self that I will teach my students with full of love and
happiness, so I could enjoy my day. I went to school and met with other
teachers, and I spent my whole day with teaching from one place to another
place. This writing does not mean that I am not grateful for what I have and get
now, NO, I did not mean that. I just want to tell my self that I can through
this transition time well. I am so grateful for what I have now because it is my
dream and mom's. Now, when I am in a university, I start my day with thinking
about "what journal that I want to write? what book that I want to read? How do
I socialize with my new friends? Can I be like them who are so clever and brave?
How if I fail?. Those thought always accompany my life nowadays, and I believe
that I am not alone. I believe that maybe other people feel the same feeling as
mine, and I just want to tell you all that we can do this. It can be hard, but
we will survive and shine.
